Just Thoughts and happenings...

I've been sick for a while.., It seems like everytime i get over something a NEW something starts up...Terrible cough into worst back pain  EVER into food poisoning into terrible allergies and into  lots of other gross and sickening things..perhaps my body is just breaking down?


Kids are so  funny! The boys I watch are too freaking cute and such little...jerks?...that not the right word but you know what I mean...Sebastian is way to smart for his little britches he's constantly trying to compromise and insulting me in ways that I sometimes don't understand...his lastest comment "Haley, if you dont go get me some juice, I'm going to start putting you down"...on the cute side I was folding laundry while they were playing behind me and I was singing...I get done and turn around to see him sitting crossed legged looking up at me. Then he gets up and gives me a big hug and says "Thankyou for my beautiful song!"...the kid kills me.


Alexandre, the younger one has finally started saying random little words and I love it... he is SO cute! He does this new thing where whenever I'm sitting he somehow finds a way to climb on top of me and stand on my chest...I go home with bruises. on the NOT  so cute side, the kid HATES taking naps!!...so I in turn hate him (only for a little bit)


I am anxiously awaiting Corey's arrival...He'll be here by the end of the month and I could not be happier. I know he's nervous about making a move (which is really hard for me to relate to) but i know everything will be so much better and easier for him....Hip hip HOORAY!


Last Week Corey and I took a nice little road trip to Phoenix, Holtville, San Diego, and Laguna Nigel. It was great... but it was A LOT of driving, we've both had back issues since then and our butts are so sore! We took pictures but I have'nt uploaded them yet.


I LOVE my Mom...She is so cute, she makes every holiday special and it make me want to do things for other people...also my cousins Megan and Court, they are just great Court is frickin hillarious and Meg is just about the cutest Mom there ever was...I'm so glad that they let me ambush their house most weekends.


I love Volleyball...it's like the one thing I can always look forward to. No matter if im sick or tired or injured I dont think I'll ever turn down a chance to play...


What's with bathrooms that dont have windows?...it's not right...dont you know how easily mold spores can build up? two or three bathtubs full and your breathing some nasty shiz!

I have some great ideas, I have good ambitions,and high hopes...if only I could get my butt in gear and do something great...Im not even sure what is happening to make it so hard to start, I think it's cause I dont have any good excuses for not doing them, I dont have kids or some crazy career, and yet I dont take advantage of this, what I need is a big SWOOping kick in the ass...but FER-REAL I have got to start doing some worth-while things or things are going to get ridiculous...

I think I die inside (just a little) when I hear of someone younger than my younger sisters getting married and having kids...for some reason it always make me rethink choices I've made...then I check myself and look at all my pictures from Europe, and start planning ways to go back, they dont make me feel bad about being 24, unmarried and childless...oh, I miss it...so very very much.

I think more than anything I need to be reminded at how short life is...I need to make sure that Im doing things I want to do...then if they dont work out I have no one to blame but myself and if they do work out, I can rest easy and feel proud that I was smart enough to know the right decision to make...
If I make a goal, or I have soemthing that I KNOW is important to me i NEED to do it and stop waiting around for something easier or whatever the hell it is Im waiting for, to come along...Come on Haley, your disappointing me and my hopes for you, get your act together and get good already!!!....fer-real

Zion

Corey and I took a much needed little Vacay last weekend to Zion. My sisters and I played in a  volleyball tournament in St. George on Friday then Saturday Corey and I headed up to ZION. It was Beautiful, a little cold and I was Sick and Sore from the tournament but we still had a great time, we stayed at a REALLY great place called 'Cliffrose Inn' and we got a room/suite for $100 that is ussually $230 because they were still on winter Rates (yay!). It was very relaxing and SO nice for us to just be together. While we were there we saw a wedding. They just had it out in the middle of nowhere at the head of the trail going into the narrows. It looked beautiful! small and you could tell everyone who needed to be there, was. Corey and I were completely jealous.

Heres to you...

I've recently become aquainted with quite a few (more than I'd like) recovering addicts. Im always so surprised at how people treat people like this. Everyone is always so proud of them for quitting and happy that they're finally on the right path. And while I am completely happy for them and greatful that they're no longer on the wrong path and a danger to themselves their loved ones and society as a whole. I feel like the people who NEVER went down the 'wrong' dont get enough praise. So here's to you.....
-to everyone who never started smoking cigarettes because you knew they were addictive, disgusting, and bad for you.
-to everyone who has chosen not to drink alcohol, and for those that have chosen thankyou for being responsible in your extra-curricular activities...YOU dont drive drunk, YOU dont get drunk when your home alone with your kids...
-to everyone who never tried marijuana because you knew it was a gateway drug and would probably lead to even worse things, or turn you into a lazy butt that mooched off everyone you knew.
-To everone who realizes that their life is made possible by the people who love them and think about decisions that would affect them before they choose to do something foolish

I am proud of every person who has been faced with adversity, had things not go their way, or had terrible things happen to them or done to them (which is everyone) and not chosen an easy or lazy way out.

Thankyou all